i am in no shape to say a word on my current state. with out knowledge of the facts of my reality, i will leave you with this: i will recover. i will bounce back. and until i have something to share, i will remain private. i do hope you understand. i will be back, hopefully sooner than later. i am starting to miss myself. i have no idea where i went. but i believe in taking the steps to get there. with the love and support of those closest to me, i will get there. until then my friends....